Currently Listening How To Save A Life By The Fray see related

hey all its going to be short.... but thats what you guys like anyways.... im in Co... have.... welll watever...... miss you guys so much.... sorry i have been a butt at comunication.... when you get down.... you cant get up again....

I wish i was in vermont... or kanses... or minisota... or mongolia... or new zealend... anywhere but here....

Currently Listening Foiled By Blue October hate me see related

Its the thought that breaks these feelings... brakes these bones... and leaves me wet and cold.... God only knows what these feelings do... If I cant help me.... You know i can help you.... i fight for you to win... we know you always will... i lost on me... my only regret is the way you see me... and thought of me... and who i could be... but for now... im losing me.... But god I hope i dont lose you...

Someday Nickelback

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

[Solo]

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

Currently Listening Bad Day By Fuel bad day see related

Ok guys im off.... i will be back on monday.... sorry i didnt get to talk you all recently....

I just got to say a lil somehting... a lil poetic sign of sadness...

You know when you have the greatest friends in the world... people you can talk too... people who will listen... and pray... I dont know why the they took you away... but Lord if there is a way... reveial  that to me...  show me what i can do... for us to have a friendship in you....  Lord I know I dont deserve to be the one who cares,,,,  She deserves a friend who can be there.. I pray you bring her closer to them.... let her have the the best friends of her life...

God protect her... keep her safe... help her to be happy... let her know that even when all else falls you stand... You stand above them all... You hold and protect... You care like non other...God i know that i cant be there... be there as a friend...be there till the end... But i know my prayers will reach you... God bless her with your love you ... I know its hasnt been a life of friendship... but you cared so much for me... I thank you for that... you were there when i broke apart... you listened when i lost my heart.... you were there... I Can only pray that i did a fraction of what you did for me......You wrote me and said that you should have know... should have seen all the pain and just let go... I know it hurts... but im not in pain... i wish we could talk and build a friendship... but for now... i can just wait... You never caused me pain... you were alway there... i felt you prayers.... and when i thought of you... i always knew you cared... Your not a scare or regret on my heart.... Your a reminder of who i used to be... the way i cared about God and what He meant to me...  Thank you for being you... For taking the time out of your days,,,, to pray for me like you believed in me...

God will be with you forever....

  
"Bad Day"

Had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again.
She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace.
Smeared the lipstick on her face.
Slammed the door and said "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again."

And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me off and puts me on

And had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note that said, "I'm sorry, I had a bad day again."

Currently Listening The Autumn Effect By 10 Years wasteland see related

hey all.... sorry i have been kind of slwo at comunication... i have been wooking my butt of to get a job.... yess.... I got one...thank you god.... its woke... but i get paid and it gets me off this gay computer.... no lol... im serious... with out this computer i wouldnt have many problems... ok you guys do want to here about me... you want to here about what i do... lol

i work in retail.... i have 14 house's that a being rented out to like 30 people... there all like duplexes... i go and fix the houses up when people move in our out... im like the plummer and electrion.. constructor,,, landskaper,,, and house hold mad... lol

pritty much i just make the house's pritty and liveable...

guys i need your prayers.... not for work... its fun and i make good money.... and im indepented...

its my personal life.... i dont want to go into it all... just when you think of me... maybe you could just send off a pray...

i know some of you already do that,,, and i thank you so much for that....

you guys mean the world to me...

freinds.... and younger sisters... my twin... laura... my older conseler sister... lol

 and aaron my bra.. I need you all...

love you...

ben